Life changes, eyes develop, personal taste changes, but the pictures taken 6 months ago stay the same- they were still taken by the same photographer. --- Tonight I went through some old pictures and retoned them. Why do I feel like I was a better photographer 6 months ago than I am now? It's not a good feeling, I feel like these pictures were taken by someone else, am I not connecting? Goodness, I feel lost behind the lens sometimes, like I don't know what I am doing. These shots were all shot for me, no pressure... maybe thats the reason, I'm two weeks into this thing and I still feel a lot of pressure to make something special-- it's been a long time since I have had to shoot for someone else, I'm just adjusting to that, yea that's it. it will get better, easier, more understandable, and I'll be alright. Come on, come on, happen soon.
